Blessed & thanked.

I can't stop saying that God really kind to me
For real...
Maybe people only see that as a common, bare minimum, or small things
BUT IT IS REALLY MATTERS FOR ME, FOR REAL

After challenges and struggles that I faced, I'm survived, and God let me happy easily
A lot of good things happened
God? Really? I can feel happiness again?

And the good things that Allah gives to me is a lot...
God, it's too much?
Am I deserve to received all of this good things?

I can't think clearly for what happens lastly
I just feel blessed & thanked.