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Hallo, Allah...

Let allows me to write this "diary" for you
Allah, you know I don't have anybody except You and myself
Allah, you already knows everything about me, in my ups and a lot downs you are the One that never forget me, never leave me, always beside me no matter what happened
Allah, I really love You even though I'm still make a lot of mistakes but one thing for sure my heart always have You
Allah, You are my hope
Thank you for always allows me still believe in hope Allah...

Allah, I have dream to visit you're home this year
I think You already call me right?
Can I Allah, I really miss You, I want to visit Your "home" this year
Allah, I'm crying...

Allah maybe on my previous day I made a mistake because I'm too prioritize my family above You and my self
I'm already got the lesson learned Allah to always prioritize You and my self no matter what happens
I will make my life happier than before, I promise!
One thing that my life happier is visiting Your "home"
I hope... One day, my goals, my dreams, my hopes...

Allah, one of way to get there is accepted at that company
Can You allow me Allah?
I promise the salary is to visiting Your "home"
Bismillah, insya allah...

- HS
26/2/24 at 15.12 PM